Then he heard the other's words.
"I've had but two gods, Barlow, the British Raj and Elizabeth; that's
since her mother died. In a little, a few years more, I will retire
with just enough to live on plus my pension--perhaps in France, where
it's cheap. And then I'll still have two gods, Elizabeth and the one
God. And, Captain, somehow I had hoped that you and Elizabeth would
hit it off, but I'm afraid she's made a mistake."
Barlow had been following this with half his receptivity, for, though
he fought against it, the memory of Bootea--gentle, trusting, radiating
love, warmth--cried out against the bitter unfemininity of the girl who
had stabbed his honour and his cleanness. The black figure of Kali
still rested on the table, and somehow the evil lines in the face of
the goddess suggested the vindictiveness that had played about the thin
lips of his accuser.
And the very plea the father was making was reacting. It was this,
that he, Barlow, was rich, that a chance death or two would make him
Lord Barradean, was the attraction, not love.
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